Chapter Two
It was already Wednesday and I had not heard a single word from Beth since Saturday night’s amazing encounter. I was beginning to think that she felt she had made a huge mistake. Even though that night was the most incredible experience for me since my wife Susan had passed away, it was not worth losing Beth’s friendship over. Several times that day I had picked up the phone to call her but was overwhelmed by panic every time. I made a promise to myself that if she has not called me by Friday night, I would call her.
We both live in the same gated subdivision and I actually have to pass Beth’s home several times a day, as they live on the main street in the community. I usually leave about five o’clock in the morning and rarely return until maybe seven o’clock in the evening. When you have nothing to come home to, you’re never in a big rush to get there.
For several days, I slowed down passing in front of Beth’s, hoping to see her outside or perhaps in her vehicle. By Friday morning I still had not heard from her or run into her at home. I decided that I would call her when I got home that evening. All that day work seem to drag on, my mid wandering on my problem. I decided to stop on the way home and get some takeout, take an early shower and stay in.
After getting out of the shower, I ate my dinner while watching TV, as I usually did. I kept staring at the cell phone trying to get up the nerve to call her. Finally at about nine o’clock that evening I called. The phone rang several times then I got her recorder.
“Hey Beth, this is Jeff. I haven’t heard from you all week, I hope you’re ok, call me when you can.”
Several hours passed and nothing. Now I knew something was wrong. Beth never took this long to call back. I decided to leave one more message then leave it in her hands.
“Beth, call me when you can. Take care.”
I went to bed about midnight but couldn’t sleep. This was my wife’s sister, my sister-in-law and a part of my family. What had I done ? And more importantly, what if Beth feels really bad about this and opens up to Lance about it. I was not afraid of anything physical between Lance and I, he was too timid around men, he only bullied women. But I just knew he would love to tell the rest of the family what had happened. My in-laws were great people and this would devastate them. They both took Susan’s death really hard. She was their oldest child and her mother’s best friend. Although Beth and her mom got along real well, she was closer to her Dad. Susan and her mother were two peas in a pod. They spoke at least twice a day on the phone. This was becoming a disaster.
I awoke the next morning and immediately grabbed my cell phone. No messages. This was the nightmare that I had feared. I got up, showered and prepared to run errands. Then finally, the phone rang and it was Beth. I took a deep breathe and answered.
“Hello”, I managed to muster in my best nonchalant voice.
“Hi Jeff, its Beth, how are you ?”, was her reply.
She began to tell me how busy at work she had been that week. She said that she had thought about calling a few times but never got up the nerve. I confided to her that I had did the same thing. Suddenly two people who used to always get along were now struggling to even hold a normal conversation.
“Look Beth”, I told her, “I think we should have a talk when you have time. We can’t leave things like this between us. Can we meet up when you have some time.”
“Sure”, she replied, “I am working today. I am at the office alone on Saturdays. This would be a great place to talk with no interruption”.
“That will be great, Beth. How about noon or so. I will stop and get lunch if that’s ok”.
“Good, I will see you about noon.”
I stopped and picked up lunch, then headed to Beth’s office which was about twenty minutes away. On the drive I was trying to think of what to say and how to say it. I arrived and was glad to see only Beth’s car in the parking lot. I still had a key to the building since Susan had been Beth’s partner for years and I still owned half of the building along with Lance and Beth. I locked the door behind me and headed up the stairs to Beth’s office. As I reached the top landing, I called out to Beth as not to startle her.
“Back here.”, she called out from the Conference Room.
I walked in and set the bags of food on the table. She looked amazing as usual. She hugged me and gave me my usual kiss on the cheek. Not good, I thought as I sat down. I opened the bags and laid out the food as she finished up on her laptop. She soon joined me and began eating. We made small talk and it was obvious neither one of us wanted to start this conversation. Finally, I decided to be the one.
“Beth, I don’t know what to say, but I have to say something. The other night was amazing but I somehow sense it may have been a mistake.” , I said, looking for some sign of how she felt in her face.
She looked down, then finally spoke.
“I had a wonderful time too Jeff. It’s just that I don’t know quite how to relate to you now. I mean, what exactly are we now. Are we friends, are we more ? I just don’t know.”
“I really don’t know either, Beth”, I replied, “But we need to figure this out.”
“Yes, I know. Lance knows something is wrong with me. He has asked at least a dozen times this week what is going on with me. I have just been telling him I’m exhausted, but I don’t think he is buying it.”
“Beth, if he finds out, you know he will tell everyone in the family.” , I told her.
She nodded her head in agreement as she took another bite of food.
“ I just think the best thing to do right now is just take some time to think about this Jeff.”
“If that’s what you want Beth, I am ok with that. I just don’t want to this to come between what we were before it happened.”
“I agree.” she replied.
We agreed to take some time and think about what had happened and to weigh the situation out completely. We talked for a few minutes more and I left her to her work. As I drove home, I knew I had to put any romantic thoughts of Beth as far in the back of my mind as I could. On the way home I did my usual errands as the next day I was going to see Susan’s parent, which I still did at least once a month.
I arrived at my in-laws the next day about noon to have a Sunday lunch with them. While we were eating we had our normal conversation. They caught up with me and I with them. They were good people and I have to honestly say that through my entire marriage to Susan had never once treated me as anything other than the son they never had. As I finished my meal at the table, feelings of guilt were taking over. We talked for about another hour, then I began my trip home. It was always good to see Susan’s parents. But it was also always sad. We both reminded ourselves of what we had lost when Susan had died.
The week started like any other, trying to bury my head with work to keep my mind off of things. No matter what I tried to think of, I kept coming back to one thing. How long would it take to resolve this situation between Beth and I ?
By the end of the week, I had still not heard from her. Should I call ? No I decided, this time I would wait for her call. After all, she was married and I wasn’t. This was far more dangerous for her.
That Saturday I was having the local video store install a new TV on the wall with surround sound. While they were working the phone rang. It was Beth.
“Hi Jeff, how are you.”
“I am fine sweetie, how about you ?”, I replied.
She told me she was doing ok and that she wanted to see me again and talk. She told me Lance was going to play golf the next day with his buddies as he always did on Sunday morning. He never returned until late that evening and he was usually drunk. We agreed to meet at my house around noon.
The next day came and right at noon, the doorbell rang and there was Beth. She had on a blue jean skirt and a while V-Neck cashmere sweater on. She looked amazing, but then again she always did.
We sat down and made small talk for a while about the past work week. Susan relayed to me that business had been crazier than usual and she was working a lot of hours. I was doing everything I could not to look at her legs not wanting to make her feel uneasy, but all I could think about was the heaven that was just passed those creamy thighs. Finally, she got around to the subject at hand.
“Jeff, I don’t know quite how to say this without you taking it the wrong way. And I don’t want to make things anything worst than they already are.”
“I don’t know how to say this without just saying it. I know this is going to sound insane, I know I think it is.” she continued.
I felt like the Coyote in the Roadrunner cartoon. The one when he is looking up and the 2000 Lb. Acme weight is about to fall on his head.
Did I want to say something, maybe stop her before she says something I don’t want to hear ? Too late.
“Jeff”, she said, then she followed with the longest pause of my life.
“I, think I may be falling in love with you .“, she stammered.
I was dumbfounded. This is not what I expected. How do you reply to that ? I thought carefully of what to say. Finally after a moment, I responded.
“Beth, I have always loved you, I just never thought of being in love with you.”
I looked at her face for any sign that I might have said the right or wrong thing. She looked down at her shoes, biting her lower lip. She looked like perhaps she was sorry that she had told me. She looked up, took a deep breathe and continued.
“ I have thought of nothing else but what has happened since that night. I have felt just about every feeling I think could be felt. I was anxious, regretful, excited and guilty all at the same time. I guess I was foolish to think I could replace Susan. I am sorry Jeff, lets just put this behind us and go back to the way things were.”
“Beth, no one can ever replace Susan. I would not want you to try. I have felt all the emotions you have described as well. I was afraid that things would never be the same between us. I never imagined that you would feel that strongly about me.”
“ What do you want to do Jeff ?”, Beth asked.
I could see she was struggling emotionally, her eyes began to fill with tears. Her whole body had begin to slump, her shoulders sagging. I had a knot in my throat, I was trying to think of what to say. I said the first thing I could think of.
“What about Lance ?”, I asked.
She sat up startled. Her eyes looked deep into mine. Her gaze was riveting.
“ Lance has never been much of a husband. But what’s more important is, he has never been a lover nor my friend. Lance cares about Lance. Period. I have always just tolerated it. If the biggest concern in your mind is for Lance, I have made a huge mistake.”
“No Beth”, I quickly replied. “ I just didn’t know what else to say.”
I thought carefully for a moment, then I decided to lay everything on the line.
“Beth, I will be honest. Until those words came from your lips, I never thought of being in love with you. I guess the fact that you’re married and all the family problems that would arise, I never considered the possibility of that happening.”
“But”, I continued, “No matter where this goes, I have to tell you this.
If this goes any farther and I fall in love with you, there is no backing out. I just can not imagine losing two women in my life. So maybe you should think of that and get back to me. If we fall in love, we have to be together. You will have to leave Lance, we will have to deal with our family.”
She put her head down and thought for a few moments, then looked up at me.
“ I totally agree Jeff.” , she said very firmly.
She stood up and walked over to me. I got out of my chair and stood up. She wrapped her arms around me and put her face in my chest. My arms wrapped around her and in a flash, I felt whole again. She lifted her lips to mine and we kissed. It was a kiss that told me she was being truthful. When she pulled away from me, she took both of my hands in hers. Her hands were so soft, so delicate.
“Come with me Jeff. I want you to make love to me. I want to be appreciated as a woman. I finally want to have sex with a man who cares how I feel.”
She took my hand and we walked to the back of my house to the master bedroom. I hesitated as I walked in the room for just a second. The last woman I had slept with in this bed was Susan. It felt strange, but somehow, it felt right.
We fell into bed locked in each other’s arms. There was no urgency, no rush. I wanted to do this right. We kissed over and over, breaking only long enough to look at each other. No words were used, none were needed. My hand went down to the back of her thigh. I gently but slowly slid it up until my hand felt her panties. I rolled my hand around her thigh to the inside. My fingers pushed aside the soft fabric and found her very wet pussy. It seemed to feel even better then it did the first time. I extended one finger and began to rotate her clit softly, sliding it in her pussy, pulling out her juice and rubbing it on her clit. Her hand moved down and started to rub my cock through my pants. I felt so at ease, so relaxed. I could sense the need in her body growing by the way she was squirming beneath me.
I sat up and looked down at her. She was beautiful. I lowered myself down her body. My hands slid her skirt up until it was around her hips. I gently pulled her panties off, then tossed them aside. They were soaked with her juices. Slowly inch by inch, my face moved to her pussy.
“Oh God, Jeff. I have only had this a few times in my life. Its been years since I have a tongue deep inside me.”
It’s ok.”, I told her, “Just lay back and enjoy it.”
I looked at her pussy. Her lips were already puffy, her clit peeking out. Her juices were running out of her and down to the sheets. My tongue touched her gently. She arched her back in response pressing her pussy against my mouth. I slowly pushed my tongue deep into her pussy. I could tell from her reaction she was appreciative.
“Oh fuck.”, she cried, “Please don’t stop.”
I had no intentions of stopping. I reached up with one hand, took two fingers and spread her lips apart exposing her clit. I took the tip of my tongue and began quickly circling it. After a dozen or so times, I pushed down and sucked her entire clit into my mouth, gently sucking on it. Her pussy was sweet, her juices were thick but delicious. After a few circles around her ever growing clit, I would extend my tongue and push it as deep into her pussy as I could. Her hands wrapped around the back of my head and her fingers moved thru my hair. My reached under her and lifted her ass off of the bed and deeper into my mouth.
“I’m gonna cum, baby. Now…now…now…”, Beth whispered.
I released her clit from my lips and used my tongue rapidly across her swollen clit. Suddenly, a spray erupted from her pussy coating my mouth and face. I opened my mouth and began to drink.
“I’m cumming.” she squealed, “Oh my God, am I cumming !”
Stream after stream of liquid hit the back of my throat. I was having a hard time swallowing it all. It was running out of mouth and coating her ass. Finally, after what was the longest orgasm I have ever seen a woman have, she relaxed her body just a bit.
“Oh my God Jeff, did I just squirt ?”, she asked unbelievably, “That has never happened before. I didn’t know I could do that.”
I lowered my mouth back on her. I started licking up and down her lips, cleaning up all the juices. My tongue pushed between her ass cheeks, licking up all of her cum.
“ Yes, baby, I love it. Please make me cum again.”, she begged .
I started in on her again. I wanted her to cum in my mouth again. This time, I wasn’t slow. My tongue flew over her clit as my fingers spread her lips. Her hips were off the bed pressing into my face. With no warning, again I sucked her clit between my lips. For the second time, Beth exploded in ecstasy.
“ Fuck, I am cumming again, suck it baby, suck that clit.”
Again her cum flowed against my lips. Not as much as the first time, but from her reaction, the feelings were just as intense. I continued to suck her clit until her body fell back to the bed. Then gently I released her and began to gently kiss her clit.
“Oh my fucking God, Jeff. That was incredible baby. I have never cum like that in my life. I cannot believe I have been missing that. “
I moved up her body and pressed my lips to hers. She instantly put her tongue in my mouth and began to taste her cum. She kissed me for a long time, then rolled me over.
“Now, I want you inside me.” she whispered softly.
She moved her hands down and unbuttoned my pants. She slowly lowered the zipper down. I helped her ease my pants off. She pulled down my shorts and released my rock hard, swollen cock. She wrapped her hand around my cock and started to stroke it. Slowly at first, then increasing in speed. She moved her face down to her hand. As she lowered her hand to the base of my cock, she wrapped her lips around the head. I felt a shiver run down my spine and I apparently shuddered noticeably.
“Its ok, Jeff. Let it go baby.”, she said softly.
I cannot describe how her mouth felt on my cock. Every nerve in my body was on fire. My heart was racing, my stomach felt like I was in a dropping elevator. Her lips tightened around my cock as she began a sucking motion. Her hand began to move up and down on my cock in rhythm to her mouth. I knew I wasn’t going to last too long at this rate. I raised my head to look down at her. Her long hair had spilled all over my body. I couldn’t see her face. Her left hand had moved down her body and she was frantically stroking her clit. Her hips were bucking against her fingers. I knew if I was going to fuck her, it had to be now, before she made me cum.
“Let me fuck you, Beth. Let me inside you now.” , I asked.
“No, not yet.” she replied, “Soon.”
She once again took me deep into her warm mouth and began sucking. My orgasm was close, very close.
“Beth, I am not gonna last much longer.”, I pleaded.
Then with no warning, she placed her tongue on the most sensitive area on my cock, right below the head. She began to roll her tongue in circles rapidly all the while maintaining that wonderful suction on my cock. I couldn’t hold off any longer, I warned her. My hand tapped her on the shoulder. I wanted to give her the chance to pull my cock from her mouth before I let go.
“ Beth, I am gonna cum baby, now…….
She gently shook her head, like a no…then just a “mmmmmmmm”
came from her throat. Without warning it came, wave after wave of sensation, followed by the first spurt of hot cum. She sucked deeply again and was ready for the second. Again another wave erupted. She raised her head off my cock and began pumping me with her hand. Stream after stream of cum flew into the air. I looked down and she was staring at my cock as she jerked me off. Cum was running out of her mouth landing on my belly. Her hips were bucking wildly against her fingers which were still buried deep in her pussy. She looked up at me and her eyes rolled back.
“Jesussssssssssssss, oh fuck yea, fuck yea”, she screamed out. “God dammit this feels so good.”
For the third time Beth’s body convulsed as she rode wave after wave of pleasure. This orgasm was not as powerful as the first two but seemed to be longer. She moved her mouth over me and began sucking my cock again. Her tongue rolled around my cock, as her hand pumped what was left of my cum into her mouth. I felt my cock begin to soften, but Beth refused to release me from her sweet lips. Her mouth continued on me, softly, in an almost delicate manner. Her hand reached up to mine and our fingers entwined. Her hand was covered in both of our orgasms. I squeezed it tightly. She removed her mouth from my cock and looked up at me.
I knew now, somehow, both of our lives would never be the same.
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